I Survived

 It has been quite some time since I've logged in. I have had so many challenges and I've survived them all. There is not a day, a minute. an hour, a month or a millisecond that I don't think about my son. He and his sister were the center of my universe all of their lives. It will be two years in a couple of months since he transitioned from this life to the greater and better life beyond, 

It still hurts to this day not seeing his smiling face and hearing his voice, I kept my promise to him. I am still painting, and drawing, and now I am designing tee shirts. Its been challenging to say the least considering I work the late evening shift at a local hospital, but to see my results has been amazing to say the least. I just wish my son was here to see how much better I am getting with each task I have challenged myself to do. When I close my eyes I imagine seeing him smiling at me and telling me how good or how much better I can make the work look.

I keep striving and surviving as life goes on.